I have found what I will leave to the world, and what hopefully will let me leave the world. Ground testing has begun its process, yet a long road awaits. "Somewhere along the way, my sadness turned to hopefulness."
-J Gibert
The ideals of a lowly Highlands drifter.
I have found what I will leave to the world, and what hopefully will let me leave the world. Ground testing has begun its process, yet a long road awaits. "Somewhere along the way, my sadness turned to hopefulness."
i do feel like i have something to leave to the world, be it literary, scientific. perhaps its arrogance, or naivete, maybe even the truth; i don't know. either way, Ambient Breakfast, every day. Ha!
the one real thing that i've learned throughout my early adult life:
why is american society to intent on making children stay children as long as fucking possible?
Despite evidence to the contrary, I have high expectations for myself, as I'm sure most everyone does. The difference, I feel, is that most people get distracted by what they love to do-- drinking, shopping, etc.-- while I hate my distractions. I actively try to sabotage my own charmed life, to stir up controversy, maybe, to create an environment where self-pity has a place. I have no idea. But this path of self destruction does not suit my ambitions. How, then, do I alter this mindset? Please let me know, as I have only until January 28 to change the world, and at present I can barely get started. More to come;